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P. S. Burton

Poem 12

I want to talk to someone right now;
But I don't know how. It's strange this
Feeling inside and how I want and
Can not have.

I want you and you are worth it. I knew
You were worth it from our first embrace:
             Friendly Handshake
                          To wondering eyes and deep longing for more.
             A long deep Hug
                          Finally a touch, a comfortable place, a place to stay.
                          A deep long breathe still wanting more. Sigh.
             Then a Kiss
                          Something wonderful; it woke me from the
                          Silent slumbering solitude, which I am usually in.
                          I saw you, for the first time after that kiss and
                          I like what I saw. For the first time my eyes didn't
                          Lie and my heart stopped pumping and started lulling
                          To my quivering lips.
             A connection Made.

Then not wanting the night to end; wanting more.
Not the usual sexual first sexual encounter with
A new partner but to cuddle (I must be losing my
Mind to think of emotions before sex). To cuddle,
To lay and let my fingers survey the beauty of
A New World:
             To hold your hand
                          To grasp it tightly to feel your heart beat funnel
                          Through your veins and to harmonize with that
                          Beat, and whisper that song into your ear.
             To touch your hair
                          To feel each strand individually; O! That makes
                          Me so happy.
             To making you smile
                          A smile that you hide too often that smile I can still
                          See when you have left me. Left me wanting more
                          I a state of ravishing then left and all I can see is that
                          Smile and those kisses.
All these are just feelings that I can not often express
In actions. And that I have hardly accomplished in this
Verse. There is so much more I want to learn from you
That different emotion. I want you to be the first.